最近，变得不一样了，生活作息，心态也不一样了。
渐渐开始喜欢自己现在的样子，瘦了，每天保持整洁良好的形象。
特别比较了以前和现在的自己。（放上照片，没人看到不paiseh，哈哈）
天啊！这是我以后都不想看到的，也是她以前常骂而我不听的。形象的重要性。
最近，美国的Transfer Project重担越来越重，可是自己反而比以往更加的乐观积极备战。去年去个Pattaya的小差事，就怕到要死，出发前还是她一直在安慰说放轻松。
这次是硬战，Global产品，要Supply全世界客户，而槟城是全球唯一生产线。压力和难度之高可想而知。老板为了让我没压力还说是这边便宜才transfer给槟城生产。不过大家都知道，高傲的美国人怎会把金母鸡送给你呢？当然就是太难做，才同意“丢”过来的。不过这是公司最赚钱的。所以，我会让它成功，因为成功就是我一登龙门上位的最好机会。
最近的我，野心很大，我只想争取所有出现在眼前的机会。以前有个人和我说了一句话。。。。有些事情，一辈子只是一次，想不到这句话竟然影响我最深。以前无论怎样说，怎样骂，怎样吵闹分离。都没有这句话来得有效。一句直接见效，说得出这句话，绝望又哀伤。我多么的失败。
最近，老板说我变了，他说除了外形连性格都好像不一样，但是说不出哪里。他很器重我，把我揽入管理层会议中了，对于一个engineer，这是不可能的，这是一种肯定！所以我最近真的战斗力高昂！！我现在是在冲的，结果不理，最重要自己肯踏第一步，公司支持我，我也有家人，还有我偷偷把她留住我心里的，也是刚发现，原来她的力量能激到我，是一种鞭策我改变的力量。谢谢，现在的自己，我很喜欢。
最近，自己的东西，计划，工作都差不多了，剩下的就是我一直以来最大的问题，也整理好要向她坦白诉说，只是一直被外来因素影响耽搁了几天。估计明天会把那“东西”交给她保管，希望明天她能好好听我说。我的决心都准备好了。
最近，新年快到了，想起和她一起作年饼的时候，非常可惜......如果说我偶尔没偷想，我就是说谎，毕竟心是肉做的。
附上我GM给我的一席话，他说他不善言辞，所以Email给我。昨天收到，超级长。不过很感动。能对一个低他很多的年轻下属做到酱，我很佩服，而且我肯定他看到我有未发掘的潜力，如果我以成绩回应，我的前途不用说也知道，我很想要！
Sean，
As we grow older, we grow to be more mature, we have our ups and downs, we become wiser and we improve/upgrade ourselves.
This is life, and in manufacturing is also the same. I am sure all of us have worked more than one company or have closed friends or brothers, sisters do that.
You realized that some of your friends are very successful, not so successful / normal and some are real failures.
You use a simple exemplary, why some people are strong, some are seldom sick, some are frequently sick and one always he is sick.
It is a combination of 2 things, the mind set and physical, if your mind says you are sick, you are sick or if physically you walk like a sick man, people will say you are sick.
Now, we take this and apply on ourselves and the company.
First, the company, important the company need to look good, clean, established, good reputation, people heard about the company, they envy.
What have we done - we move from Juru to here, small & sluggish to big & clean, good publicity in CSR, reputation getting better, I sacrifice my time in FMM.
Recent, Honesty Awards will give us even more publicity and I am sure all of you feel proud when you guys were in KL, we are much bigger compare to many companies.
I even have peoples, not one a few borrowed my awards and take photograph, how they wonder to be up there one day, but we are already up there 3 times!
Ourselves, here I got to separate into 3 categories.
First, is the one that continuing growing, second, grow but stop or hit the fence and find it hard to move up next level and third never move a step or just a few steps.
The first categories are the ones very consistently, finished one level and move to another, move from one assignment to the next and was able to have a succession.
The second categories, initially move fast but after one to two years, just run out of steam and suddenly stop.
The third categories, we don't find it here unless operator or technicians, engineers and managers are already removed.
Most of you are in the second categories and you wonder why you just can jump to the next level, and after a few tries just give up.
You always said I had given my best shot and then blame on others and look for excuses.
Have you ever taught of being an entrepreneur to yourself, like trading with oneself. Maybe too deep for some of you to understand.
It is actually very simple, you tell yourself if I do this well, I get rewarded and if I fail I pay penalty, think again more deeply!
If you work hard, think hard, learn hard and do well, who got rewarded, yourself, if you are lazy, refuse to learn, instead of work hard, pray hard, who is going to reward you.
Important is discipline, if you have good discipline and with the above of work hard, think hard learn hard, all the good things in you no one can take away from you.
How to work hard, think hard, learn hard ....and do well. Your surrounding is very important criteria.
Work place, home, family, friends, environment..............nothing is perfectly arrange for you, no God does that. "God helps those Who help themselves".
I think you guys got any problem in your work place, family, friends and crucial.
Lets take family, everyone have family, sometimes happy, quarrel and divide responsibilities and etc.
We need to straight this out because it is important, wife MUST understand what we are doing, take me, Bill & Rick, we spend more time outside than home.
As we progress, our wife has to play some roles in bring up the family, this is no choice, if you can't over come this, guarantee this is one of the factor that hinder oneself from growing.
You need to make sacrifices when you think you can perform and grow during your peak, right timing.
I did that when I ask my wife to stop work, she uses to support the family and we need 2 income, but I am confident that my job and myself can eventually overcome that.
Within 2 years, I earned double and if I don't ask my wife to stop work, then I won't be able to double myself and of course I told myself if I fail, I am going to be in trouble to start everything over again. This is what I mean by Entrepreneurship oneself. You trade with yourself and if you fail you pay for it, so you must do your best.
Friends, good friends are hard to find, normally we will find good fiends are bad, because they don't says good things. You got to do your own judgement.
There is a saying "The Higher you go, the Less friends you will have", simply is that you must know how to separate with work and community.
But, it will be Best, when you have fiends and they are your colleagues and working with you. I have many of them.
There must be ROI, Return On Investment, put money take money, like the gambler, you must gamble in your life, be a smart gambler. I won my boss money in the last meeting in Florida....
Again, what I wanted to teach you is not being an engineer, supervisor or manager, BUT be a good and successful one.
If anyone need help, you always have me and all your bosses.
Wish you "Gong Xi Fa Cai"
Best Regards,
T.L Lee
Regional Manager - Malaysia.
Amphenol TCS Malaysia Sdn. Bhd.
所以，最近，为这所有的一切，
尽自己所有，努力这最后一次！！！！
